July 4th 2010

Thanks Dick, Wanda, and your wonderful family for another great 4th. It was so nice to be back in my hometown with my life long friends. You guys are the best! Also a special thanks to Halterman family for the invite to your families party. It was great seeing all of you again! Had a great time, great food, great friends, and safe drive home. Thanks Dave for spending the day with me and for being you! Happy Birthday Mom, today she is 79 and still full of fire.

Moving home!

My move has been delayed, but we should be in our new home by the end of July. Hope Shelby is ready for us!

Good News!

I have finally found a home in Shelby. We should be moved in by the first part of July. We will all be happy to finally be at home and rebuild our life as part of a community. Thanks to all the wonderful people of Shelby for your support as well. Life is finally good again!

Interesting life!

For those of you who don't know me, this has been a very difficult time in my life. Maybe I didn't do everything the right way, but it was my way. I have no idea who keeps posting the nasty messages on facebook, my blog, and my email. I'm not sure why you would concern yourself with my life. You must have issues yourself to continue to harass me. I wish you well.

To all of the officers and deputies that have been involved recently in my crazy world, I can not thank you enough for all of your help. You have my greatest respect, it's not just about being a cop, it's about being a human being with a heart. Thanks again to all of you!

Moving on!

Today I will close the door one last time to a life that I will no longer live. I respect my children's wishes, even though your words devastated me. As an adult you make your own choices and I respect yours as I hope understand my life will move forward and I will never look back.

For Judy, you have so much courage to post on my blog and I can't thank you enough for painting such a wonderful picture of my life even though you don't walk in my shoes. I wonder why your courage is only in false words, maybe you should face me person and give me your great advise. I would surely love to hear it.

To my true friends, new and old. May all of our dreams come true and we find the faith everyday to live our life with courage! Thank you for your help, protection, and the years of laughter we have ahead of us.

Frogs

Building a Garden for all to visit is so rewarding! In someways it's the ultimate healer! Adding a pond creates a haven for wild life, it's fun to watch a child let the fish go and you wonder where the frogs come from. Like a fairy tale they appear out of no where! It almost makes me want to kiss one just to see if Mr. Right would magically appear? I believe with all my heart, he is out there somewhere waiting for a magical moment to appear before his eyes so he will know in his heart how he really feels. As I believe he already has my heart, my unconditional love, and if he gets to close I'm pretty sure I will want him forever!

March 1, 2010

Seems surreal the opportunities that have happened to me in the last 3 months. Through a circle of friends, I found myself again, began a new life and will continue to be blessed each day! Moving forward, I will once again become Amy Payne! I will be moving to a new home and building a life for myself. My circle of friends will continue to grow and I will give some people something to talk about, it won't be gossip either!